♥Monday, October 7, 2013

Relationships

I cannot take dealing with all these already. Am I really that hard to communicate with? Talking to my love ones just gives me stress. I feel like bottling eventhing up and just act normal so that everyone can have a better life. Since that is what they want no? Feeling like such a nuisance.

Am I demanding so much of your attention? And on another note am I so difficult to talk to that I needa shout through the back of my lungs for that sorta drama? I shall never utter a word of unhappiness to anyone already.

Everything shall be swallow up by me and me alone. Growing up really sucks. Its like the one energy people are around to share is positive energy.  And if someone just starts to emit negative energy that person is automatically shut off, avoided, scolded for being in that state of mind.

And why is that actually? Since when talking about your feelings and things that are concerning you now is bad attitude or behaviour? No wonder there are tons of people around the world to would pay thousands for sessions with therapist. I think I should start looking for one too if not pretty soon I'll get depressed as well. You know, it's people around you who make you get into depression, not yourself.

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