♥Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sighhh... Why am I like this? Why am I always so blur? WhytheF am I always making stupid mistake making trouble for everyone around me? Sigh don't need to tell me you're disappointed at me cause I myself am totally disappointed at myself already. Feels like dying.
Woke up early today to do the Geo assignment at around 10am or if not I would have slept until 12.30pm already okay. Anyway was rushing the work until both my mom & dad came home at around 6pm & finally I'm done & we all went out to get my assignment printed out.
Kinda suckie cause the whole day I was struggling the work asking people I know about what program should I use to open & edit my data cause I need to print it out in an A2 paper & you know la its not like our house has all those high tech photocopy machines where you can easily select page setup on you comp to A2 size.
So I just took the maps & pics I want for my work & wrote all the info I want in Microsoft Word & said to myself that the photocopy people will do their thing & hopefully work some magic out & help me edit want i wanted for my assignment.
Went over to ss15 & went in to every photocopy shop we saw & all of them either said their worker who knows how to print the A2 papers had gone home or that they had off their machines already or that they are closing their shops already & told us that we can get it printed out by tomorrow. Well that's all fine & dandy except the fact that I have to pass it up by tomorrow morning? Sigh..
Went to our last shop & finally we found it! They could print it out for us & there was this kind gentlemen who could edit the A2 papers for me! Felt so blessed and relieved that I found this shop! Its such a miracle. Thanks Ah Hong! May I call you Ah Hong? LOL seriously a million thanks! You saved my life. =')
So after he did all his magic for an hour or so, he asked me to check his work before he starts the printing. & this is where it all gets wrong. I was too engrossed in checking the spelling mistakes & my dad helped look through together with me too & I keep on saying a few times "Yea its right yea its right" & then they went & print it out. Thanks these nice people & happily had my dinner.
Yada yada yada came back home & looked through the printings &
WHAT.THE.FUCK
did I saw.. two of the fucking papers wordings/ descriptions of the maps were mixed up. Grassland descriptions were for glacier pictures & the same goes to the other one. I have four papers in total & now two of them are mixed up while the other two are nicely laying there. Sigh.. got scolded from dad for not checking properly when the nice gentlemen at the shop asked me to check a few times. Feels like just threw away RM50 for rubbish.
Yea I know. Its my fault I admit it. Don't need to scold me cause I myself think I'm dumb for being so careless. Don't know what I have stored in my brain. So huge but has no common sense. Sigh.. & now I can't pass it up to my lec tomorrow either cause I only have two right one & two wrong one. Gotta go back to the shop, find the guy & trouble him to help me again. =( Sigh I feel so useless la. I can't do anything right. Such a noob. An idiot. Stupid like hell. I'm better of dying. Always only know how to trouble people.
If only I checked properly & look at the title with the background pics nothing like this would have happened & I'll be able to pass up my assignment like how the plan was suppose to be. But I had to be so dumb. I had to make a bloody stupid mistake. I had to be so careless. No wonder they say I'm dumb. I can see it in myself already. Totally disappointed in myself.
Gotta go. Wanna start writing my will.
even robots need love/@12:05 AM
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